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Shut up. Im dreaming of where lovers have wings.I want to die today, and make love with you in my grave. February 27 This is My silent break down.Heart that breaks a couple of months to late,
This horrible delayed reaction.
I just didn't want to deal with it.
The heart that breaks a couple of months to late,
Only butterfilies that have met my belly don't feel very well.
The butterflies feel like they were made in the break of
my heart and falling down to the pit of my stomach.
Why can't I run to your house and hide in your room.
I promise no one would know..
I would let no one know.
Tears haven't flown quite right, .. not yet.
But I think they will set themselves free within the next few days.
God... lets just run away.
This is where I finally get weak.
Kiss my forehead and tell me how things will be okay.
This poor heart... My Heart that breaks a couple of months to late.
This Horrible Delayed reaction.
" I love the..
kiss left kis right
Before you leave me for the night"
This is to draining...
But In my heart I miss you.
When The Lovers Have To Leave And you have To DreamSlow Like Honey
You moved like honey in my dream last night Yeah, some old fires were burning You came near to me and you endeared to me But you couldnt quite discern me Does that scare you? Ill let you run away But your heart will not oblige you Youll remember me like a melody Yeah, Ill haunt the world inside you And my big secret - gonna win you over Slow like honey, heavy with mood Ill let you see me, Ill covet your regard Ill invade your demeanor And youll yield to me like a scent in the breeze And youll wonder what it is about me Its my big secret - keeping you coming Slow like honey, heavy with mood Though dreams can be deceiving Like faces are to hearts They serve for sweet relieving When fantasy and reality lie too far apart So I stretch myself across, like a bridge And I pull you to the edge And stand there waiting Trying to attain The end to satisfy the story Shall I release you? Must I release you? As I rise to meet my glory But my big secret Gonna hover over your life Gonna keep you reaching When Im gone like yesterday When Im high like heaven When Im strong like music cuz Im slow like honey, and Heavy with mood January 05 And you'll wonder what dragged you here, and I want you to know that im smiling the whole way through.Unlikely anyone will even read this.
Unlikely that it would even be you.
Unlikely that I would of actually looked at yours, but I did. Why ? I dont know. I wasn't satified, as if I thought I would actually be from it anyways. This is is useless but yet I still type and I figured it would be time since I havent in hear for months.
Things have happenend that I thought would never budge from me.
I have a job that I am inlove with.
I have a cell phone.
Im getting a professional Camera.
Im Single.
Im losing weight.
Ive never played so much guitar.
I can call a guitar my own.
Ive gone back to school.
Ive written songs.
I drove.
I gained more wonderful people.
I deal with losing more loved ones.
Im sure theres more.
and there is.
But things I don't need to write in here...
but keep captive in my head.
<3 to my self this New year.
Smoking can wait till next year.
August 06 Tired Eyes and Unreal smilesI am not ready just yet, Here I grab, Must know what's real Im just not ready yet, - Harmony |
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