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Painfull_InstruMental

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Love too play, write and listen to music. and try and record sometime.
Hoping to find courses to take soon.
Love art. Always have a sketchbook and journal with me. Have my verticle lip done, & eyebrow... and such;) Two Tattoos Hoping to get more

Shut up. Im dreaming of where lovers have wings.

I want to die today, and make love with you in my grave.
February 27

This is My silent break down.

Heart that breaks a couple of months to late,
This horrible delayed reaction.
I just didn't want to deal with it.
 
The heart that breaks a couple of months to late,
Only butterfilies that have met my belly don't feel very well.
The butterflies feel like they were made in the break of
my heart and falling down to the pit of my stomach.
 
Why can't I run to your house and hide in your room.
I promise no one would know..
I would let no one know.
 
Tears haven't flown quite right, .. not yet.
But I think they will set themselves free within the next few days.
 
God... lets just run away.
This is where I finally get weak.
 
Kiss my forehead and tell me how things will be okay.
 
This poor heart... My Heart that breaks a couple of months to late.
This Horrible Delayed reaction.
 
" I love the..
  kiss left kis right
  Before you leave me for the night"
 
This is to draining...
 
But In my heart I miss you.
 

When The Lovers Have To Leave And you have To Dream

Slow Like Honey
You moved like honey in my dream last night
Yeah, some old fires were burning
You came near to me and you endeared to me
But you couldnt quite discern me

Does that scare you? Ill let you run away
But your heart will not oblige you
Youll remember me like a melody
Yeah, Ill haunt the world inside you

And my big secret - gonna win you over
Slow like honey, heavy with mood

Ill let you see me, Ill covet your regard
Ill invade your demeanor
And youll yield to me like a scent in the breeze
And youll wonder what it is about me

Its my big secret - keeping you coming
Slow like honey, heavy with mood

Though dreams can be deceiving
Like faces are to hearts
They serve for sweet relieving
When fantasy and reality lie too far apart

So I stretch myself across, like a bridge
And I pull you to the edge
And stand there waiting
Trying to attain
The end to satisfy the story
Shall I release you?
Must I release you?
As I rise to meet my glory

But my big secret
Gonna hover over your life
Gonna keep you reaching
When Im gone like yesterday
When Im high like heaven
When Im strong like music
cuz Im slow like honey, and
Heavy with mood
January 05

And you'll wonder what dragged you here, and I want you to know that im smiling the whole way through.

Unlikely anyone will even read this.
 
Unlikely that it would even be you.
 
Unlikely that I would of actually looked at yours, but I did. Why ? I dont know.  I wasn't satified, as if I thought I would actually be from it anyways. This is is useless but yet I still type and I figured it would be time since I havent in hear for months.
 
Things have happenend that I thought would never budge from me.
 
I have a job that I am inlove with.
I have a cell phone.
Im getting a professional Camera.
Im Single.
Im losing weight.
Ive never played so much guitar.
I can call a guitar my own.
Ive gone back to school.
Ive written songs.
I drove.
I gained more wonderful people.
I deal with losing more loved ones.
 
Im sure theres more.
and there is.
But things I don't need to write in here...
but keep captive in my head.
 
<3 to my self this New year.
Smoking can wait till next year.
 
 
 
August 06

Tired Eyes and Unreal smiles

I am not ready just yet,
these tired eyes have fold,
and I've already cried before
I can't even comprehend my moves.
And everything before
this all seems sudden.

Here I grab,
and here I pull myself,
nothing has happenend just yet,
my break through
that I don't want to happen,
the sores inside me
that Im just not use to.

Must know what's real
so early in the morning,
seeing which words are not for me
anymore then they always are for you.
You must know whats real,
when so early I have felt
what should really be not so new.

Im just not ready yet,
or when I will be,
but even these tired eyes arn't blind to see
what is not there for me.
And you can't see me there,
I know you can't see there,
feels so unreal
so early, so early
in the morning to cry over you.

- Harmony

August 05

HElp me....

send it to other people plaese...if you see this ... spread it liek a desease.

 
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